特润格角落

今日想法, 或成明日笑柄。 明日笑柄, 却是未来笑忆。

Obama Effect over University Malaya Students

“Where to eat tonight” is no longer a trendy question for University Malaya students.
Contemporary students are asking, “where to shower tonight is rather important than food.”
However, questioning the crisis of water has evolved due to the visitation of US President Barack Obama, “will Obama brings some water for us to shower?”

So today I proudly told mum that President Obama will come to my University, my mum stop a few seconds and replied, “who is Obama?” I was like… okay, fine, nothing. Hence we can see that, how the popularity effect has cause to our heuristic process of mind thinking.

Admiration to the highly media exposure leader is almost similar with admire to the celebrity star, it is just one person favourite in who and what to adore of. We must always question the reason for why we admire on some popularity, maybe their song, dance or talent. So it works the same way, for those who admires and hope to even peep him a seconds, do they know for what reason Obama come to Malaysia? And why he chose to see the so called future leader from South-East Asean?

Obviously the future of a country is decided in so called future leader hands, as if the future leader couldn’t get rid from the admiration to famous idol, when someday these leaders has become the country important decision makers, so it will be the time for Obama to show his influences on these leader. It is how the human heuristic mindset’s work, a higher popularity leader must be good even best! The after effect of admiration will make people losing their conscious and reasoning in making decision, yet we should be careful.

On the other sides, there is another group of students are ready to protest in front of the University Malaya gate when Obama is reaching. Maybe many of us will say, why are these students so free to protest this and that, however for them, they’re those who are really in consent to the future of the country, just refer to Japan, for why, Japan not completely signing the TPPA agreement when Obama just visited to Japan last few days? It was the clearly motive we can see for why Obama visit to few Asean countries, to cooperate with some Asean countries in boasting both country economy.

Thus for those so called future leader, don’t easily get your eyes blinded when the social media are worshiping the goodness of Obama, stay conscious on the words but not his popularity. For those who are still admiring so much and hope to peep president, please think twice of the reason for you to adore, but not just solely fascinated by popularity.


Anyway, one obvious changes has Obama brings to University Malaya was a new path for jogger to jog in UM(which mean the road for cars which not much benefits the student), that’s all.


It slightly proved that the question asked by the attendance was disappointed again with those pre-arranged question or it really think by what so called "future leader" that have been selected. 



please embrace life

What else do I need or leave out to be more confident? I have the compliment from many speakers whenever I joint their program. I got the awards as the confident speaker in one workshop, and compliment as good posting and confident in another program. However why still I feel self-abased afterwards? I received the recognition from one of my lecturer, he even offered me, always welcome to be his tutor after I graduated. But why, what leave out in my life that cause me still couldn’t be more positive and work hard in life?! The feeling of lost is still there wandering, it’s like a lion, waiting for me when I escape from my safety zone, it will tears me and swallow me. What should I improve so that I can face my life confidently? Stop worry for the unknowing future and start living now? What the guide to live life, I found so embarrassed after 22 years, I found nothing about life.Many of lecturers are helping me, offered and suggesting me to some company for internships, lecturers are giving advice, what should I do to finish my thesis, however I still feel no aspiration to do my work well. My everyday life is so blurred and listless. Furthermore, always think of nonsense unachievable things and start wasting time like now. Get up man!! You have many offers and compliment, it shows that you’re not a useless person, but why you just couldn’t live like a person what people has recognized you as?I keep giving excuses, my head was so dizzy, I cannot focus, doctor say my oxy-blood was in trouble that is why I cannot focus.. is it all real? Please, my saying body and minds, please get well soon, I need you all in a good functions, I need to do my work well. 6 weeks to go, stop imagining the nonsense things, something has to give up if necessary, although you’ll regret is better than losing all. Maybe, thinking to be too perfect and now spoil everything, anyway, B+ ! Start over again, it still not ended… 

Can i embrace the vast of the sky?
Can i into the embrace of the sea?
Can i just open my hand and hugs?
Can I ... ... 

见证再一次降落在相信他的人身上

复活节的清晨,是一个重新认识信仰的时刻,从跟随基督的年日中,再一次认识基督。

1.  解除疑惑,重拾信心
无论妇女还是门徒,大家对于基督的复活仍然非常怀疑,直到基督在他们面前显现为止,才因此重拾那信心,而且是更清晰的使命,为何跟从基督。也许信仰生活也是如此,在经历受苦(忧闷)后的我们,在等待未知的复活,那日趋衰弱的信心,在七日的头一日,盼望基督的显现,生命得以再次确认。

2.  解开心窍,明白圣经
明白上帝的话语需要把心门给窍开,就如基督在复活后,如何一一的把门徒的心窍给开阔,以致他们得以重新明白基督之所以降身的原因。是不是惟有在迷惑和惧怕中,那心窍才能被打开呢?门徒们的共同特征。

3.  解放福音,传遍天下
复活最终还是要牵引至传扬大使命的颁布,当门徒的信心与心窍都得着开启,恩典的散步因此能够临及各国万邦。

复活节的早晨,没有去教堂的复活节,不能停止的默想:路加福音24章。(随手摘写)好不practical的默想… ><

昏沉

昏昏沉沉的度过了数个星期,结果把正在正轨上得干的活都弄得一团糟。前几天不改那一贯的好奇进行了一个特别的身体测验,才知道近期之所以懒散精神不振是因为身体健康亮起了红灯。一检验才知道肠胃的消化又出了问题,更不堪的还是血氧含量过低、然后严重的还会导致变成白痴!这是什么问题呀,难怪近期都无法专注、一天睡8小时还是那么的无精打采。因此接下来的时间应该花在调养身子上吧,虽然这样会浪费很多时间,也好过昏昏的把事情都做不好。

那家伙更甚的是,究竟他手上拿着的检测仪器是哪来的东西,竟然连一个人的性格也可以说得上好像是那样。他看了看,你别生气哦,他这么说:“你有些狡猾、做事总爱抄小径、不脚踏实地……”幹!这些我都认了!其实这些话也不是第一次听,也不是没想过,而是每每被训了后,总不是自哀片时,就慢慢淡忘脑后。或者说,脚踏实地的做人,我想了想,我真的无法想像什么叫作“脚踏实地”!活到都这些年了,竟才发现,所谓的脚踏实地,竟然是那么的含糊、那么的遥不可思,惭愧。

昨天一大早就捎来另一则极度悲伤的新闻,号称“日落洞之虎”的卡巴星在一场意外愕然离世。不晓得为什么,这位政治人物,素来和我并没有什么相关、也没有特别关注他的新闻、对于他身平的历史也知不多,偏偏就有那么一种莫名的伤感。我想也许是他藏着那么一种精神,一种不言弃、不畏惧的战斗状态,以致那份的伤怀,轻轻地被牵动了。不同的新闻报道着不同的专题,而恰好有那么一句的话,多么的植入心怀,“如果我今天走后门,那么我永远就必须走后门。”多少时候,走惯了方便之途,当有天要走上正途之时,早已忘了出口。

处于如此迷茫的环境底下,还能说责任吗?




恰好今天也是受难节,是不是也该来些该有的省思呢……把记得的道,回味了一遍,有多实际呢?

「歇後語」


歇後雨,
雨天不打傘。


邂逅語,
怎麼又是你!


邂逅雨,
她撐傘遠去。


歇後語,
茄子沒傘



雨水装载着多少人的希望,没有了雨水、就没有了饮用水、没有了农作物、更没有了生命,所以每一场的雨,总会装载着某些人、在某些地方、的某些记忆。

什么时候开始下雨没带伞会多了一点的期待,期望雨啊雨,你快点停吗?断然不是,而是雨天的邂逅,然后有那么一把温馨的伞,把你遮到了庇护所。虽然总是麻烦了别人,更不要脸的让别人把你撑到老远处,只是至少,总是会有同等的互惠。

第一次的雨中邂逅,还记得吗?每一次的雨中邂逅,还记得吗?每一次邂逅后的话,还记得吗?每一次邂逅后的承诺,还记得吗?


歇后语,茄子没伞,焉知非福。


A failure boy

My situation and feeling was like the MH 370 Tragedy, lost contact since December. I wonder why, what happened until both of us just like stranger. I like to guess, I think is me, too desperate, disturbed you when study week, exam month even after semester break. I just such a bad innocent boy. The time when I read your diary and I know, someone is important than me, and it’s reasonable, who am I to you, just a two months friends, nothing more to compare. You told me your thoughts before you went back to your hometown, I should decide and know, not me anymore. Yet I still encourage you to love the one who love, don’t give up, is not easy to meet a person who both of you like each other. Hehe.. afterwards I’m smilling at myself, “什么时候一个战败的男子需要说些那么伟大的话:好好照顾她。”Since when a defeated man needs to say, all the bless for you with him. I just found that I’m such a naïve kids. Hmm… I think I’m suffering throughout the 3 months, I keep asking, why I just couldn’t be a little bit mature? How if I be more brave before December? There are too many question left to no answer, however one by one it reviewed. Since last month we start being good again, and slowly I get to know more about what actually happening. I know I will regret of keep asking why, but I just cannot withhold with all the puzzle. Finally I know what happened, so? Am I become happier? Do I need to judge is who wrong or right? No! I still chatting with you, I’m wondering are there any possible chances to start over again… i don’t know. You’re still missing him, we know, no one want to become spare tyre, but how if love can overtake all the hurt? You will emo everytime when talking about him, then I have to console you, is okay, maybe everything will turn alright, someday he will come back to you, but do you know how actually I feel, to console and again pretend I’m great to give a bless to you and him. Ya, some people just meant to be together, why not we just suppressed our deep broken feeling and make the people surround us happy. Again I smiling on my naïve thinking, “什么时候一个战败负伤者还需要故作坚强不痛不痒的去安慰曾经放下了自己的女孩。”Since when a defeated boy need to pretend he’s alright to comfort a lady who gave up on him.  ARGH~ Hehe.. we cannot be selfish, we are still friend. Although I still dream for more, but it just left dream. Oh ya, still a boy. 



Come don't emo, listen some positive song ma, no emo song = =